Saturday, October 28, 2006
My head is throbbing from the words and numbers,
swimming in my thoughts,
blurring my vision, clouding my judgement.
The air smells like stale cigarettes,
The kind of stench you can taste on your tongue.
Losing my sense of control,
and can't remember past the night before,
but etched in my mind is one thing.
REVENGE- a dish best served chilled.
But the more think I think, the more I see,
the more I see, the more I realise.
I'd take away your will to live in an instant,
with no remorse, regret nor second thoughts,
but how will I look at myself in the mirror
every single day,
And see that I've become you.
Become the unworthy, despicable vermin you are.
Would it be worth it?
- 10:24 AM -
Friday, October 13, 2006
It never really occured to me how fast 2 years can flicker by.
It was like a fuse burning slowly but intently, and when it fizzles out you're left wishing you had longer string, cos the time can't possibly over so soon right?
Judging by my grades now, people have said that I've wasted my 2 years in MJC, but goddamit i beg to differ. There are so many people that I've met and become a part of me along the way.
Some words pop to mind.
Council. A106. Archangels. LTC. Orientation 1 & 2. M.I.A. Jaja __ Binks. Prom Night '05. Fullertongate scandals. LTC Campfire. Para Para Sakura. The MRT Gang. The CSI team. The Campfire Bloopers (again). The one where Alvin almost punched someone in front of 800 freshies. The $1500 that got away. The tumbler that Pal broke. Pal's eating habits. BBQ sauce all over his pants and shirt. Ali and the MRT door. Pangker and the white paint. Teachers Day. Jamming. Prom Rehearsals. J1 Bash. That Thing You Do. Her smile. Soccer Finals. Agony/Ecstasy. Mr Hon and Mr Yeow. Rejection. Acceptance. Broken hearts. Midnight Conferences. Free Movies. Goal and Corpse Bride. 2 For 1. Class CIP. The fights. The bitching. The harmony. The passion. The desire. And so much more.
To all those who think that JC life is all about mugging and can't wait to leave, I'm sorry i think you just wasted 2 years of your life. Cos it could be so much more.
- 7:44 AM -